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    Wednesday, July 29th, 2009
    9:02 am
    A vague entry:
    Ever notice its on hot days that things get really miserable? I think heat triggers everyone's asshole moments. 
    Thursday, March 26th, 2009
    1:04 am
    Lol 21.
    Eh...Should be happy but all I can think about is way back when I was in Yakima in the tattoo parlor... My Uncle Mark and Lloyd used to always talk about what we'd do once I was legal. And now... all I can really think of is how much I miss them. Birthday angst get, I guess.
    Wednesday, December 24th, 2008
    12:19 pm
    Its A Merry Fucking Christmas~
    Happy Holidays Assholes and others 8D
    Thursday, November 27th, 2008
    8:21 pm
    Saturday, October 4th, 2008
    3:27 am
    Warning: Emo, emo, emo.
    Sometimes even the sky cries; it rages, it moans, it wails. The sky is expressive, more so than most people. Its blunt to how it feels, no one ever doesn't understand what its trying to express.

    "It's gloomy out" is one of my favorites. How can an embodiment of condensating water be personified so clearly when the very humans which actually express these emotions are wisped away into solitude at a single fear?

    I need to express myself, I need to let go, I need to clear my thoughts. I need too much, I'm dependent too much, I care too much.

    Everything is certified shit, but my life is fine. Caring is just... too obnoxious. It hurts too much when everything else is fine. Blame... ugh, I've lost the ability to conjugate words that make even the vaguest sense to me. I bet everyone's lost. Ah fuck it. Posted.
    Monday, September 22nd, 2008
    11:12 am
    Whose that sexy beast?
    Back to school after half a year? Well awriiiiite. Night classes? Well awriiiiiiiiiiiite. Sleeping in all fukken morning, WELL AWRIIIIIII-ring,ring? "Yes, this is Jacob. ... class is canceled wednesday, well AWWWWWWWWWRIIIIIIIIIIIIIITE."

    For whatever reason my instructor moved our first day of class to next week, duhno why, but I found it hilarious. Cake week just got more cake.

    Edit:

    For fucks sake, I just got my tuesday class delayed until next week. >:V
    Friday, May 30th, 2008
    1:25 am
    Regret:
    You ever have that one "thing" you regret? Sure theres lost of stuff to regret. I regret sleeping in today simply because I was feeling sick. I should have powered through the lawn, and just felt more miserable to get it all over with at once. The point I'm trying to get at is, have you ever had that "REALLY" miserable experience that you just wish you could wipe away?

    I've been thinking more and more, and I scrapped that stupid fanfic I was writing because of it. A long time ago, I used to take my writing seriously. Now I just do it for the lulz, and trying to get a cheap laugh out of people. My first "successful" NaNoWriMo was Blood Beneath Her. To this day I wish I had a copy of it, but thats what I get for backing shit up on floppy disks; regardless, that was an insanely serious story about a girl going insane and killing people, analyzing the mind of a psychopath and her road to self destruction and public mutiliation.

    Why is it now that I seek the approval of others through comedy? Why do I find myself trying to be the funny guy instead of serious? When did this occur? I haven't the damndest clue, but I think I'll try writing to be serious for once soon. Thats probably why my last two WriMo's failed so hard. There wasn't anything serious about either of them. I took serious idea's and mixed them with my half-baked HARHAR attitude, and ended up writing them off and hating my product.
    Friday, May 23rd, 2008
    4:50 pm
    Videya Games:
    I've played a -lot- of games, but as I looked back through my collection of SNES games, I found Vegas Stakes. I remember playing this a lot with my dad around when I was 5 or 6. I've been playing poker for a VERY long time.


    F-Zero too, that probably explains why I'm easily sucked into a NASCAR race after 1-2seconds of watching it. Stunt Racer FX probably added to that as well, damn that was a pain in the ass game.
    Thursday, May 15th, 2008
    10:28 am
    God damnit >:|
    So Gurren Lagann was actually good. I hate everything!!

    ALSO. SPOILERS. Stop readan if you dont like them. I said stop. You've been warned.

    FINAL BOSS = GAME & WATCH.
    Wednesday, March 26th, 2008
    2:38 am
    Thursday, February 21st, 2008
    9:59 pm
    I made an entry,
    Deal with it.
    Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
    3:04 am
    Abnormalities
    Nothing quite like an asthma attack to brighten up your day.
    Wednesday, December 12th, 2007
    1:08 am
    Lookit me
    Updating, zomg! Nothing to be said. Just finals and bullshits.
    Saturday, December 1st, 2007
    2:34 am
    Yah.
    So, I should probably update, or something.
    Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
    8:16 pm
    Retirement
    Two years of fail in a row, maybe next year'll be better. Either way, I know this much: fuck religion. It's too open ended to get a solid grip on what you want to write.
    Monday, November 5th, 2007
    1:51 am
    Not so sure I can NaNo
    Just about everyone I know decided to drop out. It's lost most of the thrill.
    Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
    9:00 pm
    Wow.
    Lacking the internet(on parents computer as I type this) really gives you time for writing. 12k, I'm a day's worth ahead of schedule.
    Thursday, November 1st, 2007
    10:18 am
    Wrimo
    8000 words on the dot. YAY ME!
    Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
    6:23 am
    Insomnia
    It sucks.
    Wednesday, October 10th, 2007
    2:00 pm
    Magic Cape of Invisibility, thingie.
    I'm pretty sure you have to go to the sanctuary in the dark world to get it.
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